STORY 09 · PART I · What Comes into View as the End Draws Near
You Alone Will Do
Standalone story
Text by Byun Joung Hoon
I wanted
to paint one person.
I looked at the face,
I looked at the shoulders.
The way they sat
stayed with me.
And yet
once it was on the canvas
both sides looked too empty.
Should I put in a table.
Should I set down a vase.
I looked
around the room.
The model asked,
“Shall I
move a little to the side?”
“No.
Stay as you are.”
Even as I said it
I was not looking at the person.
I kept looking
only at the two sides.
The person
waited in the same pose.
The model said,
“Do I
look too small?”
I turned the eyes
that had been roaming the room
to the person.
What was small
was not the person.
The canvas
was too large.
I
sat down facing them again.
“You alone
will do.”
I loosened the stretcher.
I folded the cloth inward
and tacked it again.
The two sides
came in.
The shoulders I first saw
came back.
No ready-made frame
would fit.
I had a frame
made to measure.
The person
never moved from the place
where they first sat.
All that changed
was the four edges.
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