01 · Catalogue p. 124
The Sun and Sea of Jeju
Whenever I paint the sea, many thoughts take hold of me. From the moment I face the canvas, they return in an endless repetition. What moves within me as I work is not only a matter of composition, beauty, or the limited satisfaction of an aesthetic act. When my affection for Jeju joins imagination, it becomes the love and longing for our homeland that all of us share. I ask what homeland means to me. In that question are acceptance, denial, and even the letting go of desire. I compare old Jeju with today's Jeju, and always think: Jeju belongs to Jeju. Its beauty lies in its Jeju-ness. Perhaps painting is my way of finding beauty here and confirming my own existence.
Anyone in Jeju may feel it: the sun seems close, and the sea flashes with light. The subtropical scenery is vivid; plants are bright and saturated. The waves sound like the pulse of eternal life. From the harbor, the horizon raises boundless dreams. One feels again that man can never overcome great nature. Then sorrow and pain gather in passionate touches, rising on the canvas as infinite dreams, fading and rising again. This may be my honest self, wandering in search of myself, of nature, and of my dream.